A friend of mine's mom has a fish rescue business, and unfortunately she was ripped off by people that came to install the things she needed. On April 15th, they're going to stop her electricity, and everything she worked for will be lost...
Her story:
http://www.finnedfriends.com/viewnews.php?id=1

Please, help, and spread the word!

Thanks

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As many know, Thanksgiving was last week. During our family reunion, my cousin officially announced her wedding for this summer.

I'm happy for her, it's really nice to see that she's finally settling down :)

I grew up with these cousins, and to see one of them getting married, is kinda scary though... I guess it really put "grown-up" that much closer, and that much more real.

For those that know me, I LOVE weddings. I love seeing the happy couple, I love seeing families together, I love seeing everyone all dressed up, and everything about it is just amazing. I guess it's cause there's a very fairy tale vibe to it.

But as I said earlier, this wedding brings "grown-up" closer.

I'm starting to get a lil freaked out about my own future. Mostly bout my love life. I'm starting to get scared about who I'll be with, if I'll ever be with anyone. Will my marriage end the same way as my parents? Do I want kids? All that stuff is a bit scary to think about right now. I know i shouldn't be, cause it's so far away, but hey, a few years can go by in a finger snap.

I want to have a wedding, I want to get married. That I know. But it's all the stuff that comes after that day that I'm fearing. All the stuff married couples have to think of. I guess also it's that whole KIDS issue. I... am not a big fan of children. I like some kids, but not a lot of them. I don't want to go through the whole child rearing thing cause I'm a pansy. But, I AM willing to adopt. That's my plan for future children. Though, I am so curious as to how a kid would look with my genes in it...

I guess I'm just thinking too much into it. I like being free...
And to be officially tied down by papers, is scary...
Eh... I guess in due time I'll be ready.

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1. I've come to realize that, the person my last comment was from:
--Josh :)

2. I've come to realize that, I talk :
--choppy

3. I've come to realize that, I love:
--WoW, and the friends i made in there, and the friends i have around me :)

4. I've come to realize that, I have:
--an uncomfortable feeling on my neck cause my jacket is bugging me

5. I've come to realize that, I've lost:
--a lotta songs from my puter :(

6. I've come to realize that, I hate how:
--my house is total mess

7. I've come to realize that, Marriage is:
--forever.

8. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking :
--bout me :D :P

9. I've come to realize that, I'll always be:
--working and strving for something better.

10. I've come to realize that, I have a crush on:
-- <3

11. I've come to realize that, The last time I TRULY cried was:
--over a month ago?

12. I've come to realize that, My cell phone is:
--getting kinda annoying. Time for a new one >.>

13. I've come to realize that, when I wake up in the morning:
--i'm dizzzyyyy

14. I've come to realize that, before I go to sleep at night I:
--roll around all over the place thinking, thinking THINKING

15. I've come to realize that, right now I am thinking about :
-- =X, and how i need to pick up Mario Galaxy

16. I've come to realize that, babies:
--are smelly.

17. I've come to realize that, I get on myspace:
--to check on like...3 people out of everyone

18. I've come to realize that, today was:
--blahhhhh? HOT.

19. I've come to realize that, tonight I will :
--be where i always am, and not where i want to be. cause i cant.

20. I've come to realize that, tomorrow I will:
--clean! i hope.

21. I've come to realize that, I really want to:
--be on WoW. =X
and soon!

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my gum get funny when i was brush my teeth this morning.

so i looked in the mirror to see if anything was wrong.

and i see.... my first wisdom tooth poking out.

MY WISDOM TEETH ARE COMING IN!!

i am not at all excited.

does it hurt during the operation?

i know it'll hurt after the operation...

i'm scared already.

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today was a another day. i want to rant and yell, and express all my frustrations, but i don't know how. it's been a roller coaster ride these past few weeks, and i'm utterly exhausted. i can honestly say that i was only able to really relax when i went to San Francisco this past weekend.

unfortunately, because i was only able to relax then, i've basically crashed miserably when i got back down to LA. i'm so confused as to what i want to feel, and what i'm actually feeling.

maybe it's the lack of sleep, but i don't think that's it.

lately there's been a lot going on in my life, much more than usual. i can't explain it, but it's intense. this past year or so has been fairly frustrating, and it's really piling on.

there are so many things i want to say to certain people, but i can't. not just because i've lost my words and don't know how to express my anger in a way that they'll understand, but i've lost my confidence to be able to back myself up as to why i feel that way.

it seems that it's been happening more and more lately, my loss in confidence when it comes to debating. not over anything really important, but just any debates at all.

i've found myself to be backing down from a lot of things, and it's gotten to the point where i'm wondering whether i'm making up those excuses, or are they really real.

whenever i get this sad, i go shopping. it's a quick fix for when i'm feeling down. but this time, i don't have the mind set to even want to get out of the house... which is rare for me... i love getting out of the house.

sometimes i want to just curl up in a corner and either cry, or just yell. but at the same time, i don't want to. cause the only thing that pops up in my head is, "how the hell is that going to help anything?"

like right now. i want to cry. i want to just lay down and cry. but i can't. because i don't want to lay down. i want to go driving. but i can't.

so many things i want to do, but at the same time, there's always something stopping me.

i guess lately i've lost my confidence in my speaking because i've been so confused. i like to see myself as a kind of person that is able to see both sides of a situation easily. because of this, i tend to contradict myself a lot as i point out the both sides. which then makes me feel like i'm some sort of hypocritical idiot.

also another reason, which i think may actually be the more dominant reason, is because i'm so lost. i don't know what i feel anymore. whenever i get in any immersing conversation, i have a set feeling i have towards the topic, and i stay with it until facts are shown to me that i'm wrong. now i don't know what i feel, and well, i don't want to talk to anyone anymore, because i don't know what to say.

when i was in San Francisco, i hung out with my cousin Victor. We've only seen each other about 4 times in our entire lives, but i felt that i was able to confide in him, a lot of stuff. i felt a connection with him. that day, i was happy. i was happy and nothing else. i was able to get my confidence back, and i was able to chit chat like i usually do.

but when i returned to LA, i crashed like crazy. all the emotions came flooding back, and i lost the confidence that had returned only the day before.


in truth, i know what's causing all this. but it's the emotions that the causes trigger that's exhausting. even though i know the causes, i don't know the solution to them. i just know that i'm not enjoying the results.

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